A letter sent to a troubled teen...

You are part of Our Father in heaven just like every single Jew.  There is a spark inside of you that is a part of the one and only Hashem.

You are facing challenges like many people your age who have many questions and not enough answers. However, running away is not the solution, because wherever you will run to you will still be there. 

So there is no solution other than confronting your pain head on by leaning on the broad shoulders of your friends and family who love you unconditionally.  You are a wonderful human being and one day you will make a great mother and wife.  You just have to get past these adolescent bumps in the road and then you will, G-d willing, have a life full of pride and joy.

The key is to never think that you are alone in this battle because everyone is rooting for you and praying that you become the great person you were meant to be.  Don't be shy. You can speak to God anytime and you will see that this actually alleviates much of the pain. Open your eyes and see how He has orchestrated all of the beautiful things in your life, because none of them are by chance; none of them are coincidental.  God will help you find the answers to your painful questions and He will give you credit for persevering and not giving up.